♥040110♥ - 010610 ):
Yesterday was my most sad day i ever had in my life. I just broke with the person i truely love. Sorry i say those words to you. Sorry i treat you like that. Sorry i not a good girl friend. Sorry i make u cant sleep. Sorry i make you think about the past. Sorry i change into a another person. Really very sorry. I know now i say sorry to you is no use, because i cant change your feeling back into ur old self. Sorry i make ur heart broken and sad. Really very sorry what i done to you. I know i only can say sorry and i cant do anytink else.
I thought after i break with you, can make myself feel much better. But the answer is wrong. After i break with you, my heart feel more sad and my heart is totally broken. I found out that, i still love you. But i force myself not to patch back with you, because i scared those wierd and sad feeling will come back to me which i really hate it alot. It make me suffer alot and make my heart broken. Sorry.
I know now i can love you secretly and love you behind your back. Whenever i see you, it make me remember of the past. It make me want to patch back with you, but i tell myself cant. I only can secretly love you. But when you find other girl and stead, just stead and dont care about me. I will wish you and ur new stead last longer than i and you.
If i really cant control my feelings, i only can cry. Nothing i cant do anytink else. Yesterday cry damn damn damn badly. Hais.... i will keep those things you give me and whenever i think about you, i will see those things you gave me and will make me think about you. Now this is the last word i going to say to you is Hubby i truely love you alot! )':


Thanks to this few people who make me cheerup and make me feel much better:
Chewyun
Mingjun
Clarissa
Simin
Sean
Sandra
Jingming
Alvin
Sim
Praveen
Mingkai
Really thanks to all this people. I will try to cheer myself up. Thanks to you guys. I love you all. :D

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